Thankfully, the relatives I was worried about didn't all pass away on the same weekend, like I had feared. Thankfully, thankfully, thankfully.
My Grandmother did die today, though. Rough. It's really, really rough. I can feel the grief tight in my shoulders. I'm just waiting for myself to cry in more than micro-bursts, doing the mind-numbing things: aimless facebook browsing, listening to music a little too loud, writing... Hoping it will come on slow.
It feels like a lot has happened this year. A lot of amazingly joyful, wonderful things, and a darn good share of the sad, too.
Life--it keeps on moving.
This time I'm moving with it, instead of getting left behind.
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